Ever since the pregnancy loss, it has become the million dollar question that almost everyone asks me – Will you try again?
Each time, I never really have an answer. Truthfully, I’ve been torn when it comes to considering actually trying again. There’s a huge part of me that is terrified of the possibility of going through such a traumatic experience again, and if I never give pregnancy another try, I figure I’ll save myself from the risk of suffering that particular heartache and disappointment should the result from the last time repeat itself.
The reality of never having the opportunity to hold my sweet baby in my arms was deeply disappointing for me, and the thought of putting myself in a position to feel that let down again has honestly had me quite fearful. But since I know that the Lord has not given me the spirit of fear, I knew I had to take my anxiety about conceiving straight to Him.
A few nights ago, I pulled out my prayer journal and favorite pen, and poured my heart to The Father. I’ll give you a peek inside that intimate moment and share what I wrote...
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The Lord led me to a story of a women who had8 miscarriages you heard it right. I was going to share this. It takes faith to try and fail and try again but seek the Lord. He is faithful. I thought how could she go through all that but everytime i think of it im like wow. Sometimes He calls us to try again. Ive had failed relationships and i think okY God maybe im not meant to have one. But ill let Him be the one who decide that
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